How can happiness of others make me sumwat, just a little less happy… Actually, its not about them but me. Ive the bestest friends ive had in my life and though we’ve had new lives, im kind of thinkin we’re still connected in such a way, like morning and night.. well.. anyways, they’ve just given me the scariest news of all, literally, i was really taken aback with the latest one, even though ive heard the same news from the other one just two weeks ago… Im happy for them but still, i feel i little bit looney… there’s no friend who wishes a friend’s mishap and truthfully, im happy for them…
My thoughts was, ‘How about me?’… Ive accepted the fact that I might just be alone forever yet, coz of their news.. just got me thinkin hard..’I wanna too… be like them, have someone to wish to be together with for the rest of my life… and simply be ‘in love’… Now where’s my destiny… Just a few months ago, i prayed for that someone but whenever someone tends to get close, i cringed and stay back.. my mind race more than my heart, telling me to judge and forget whatever i feel.. who would understand when nobody listens, and nobody believes… looks could be deceiving… my past kept shadowing the present and i hate it… I dont want it anymore.. i hope it’ll dawn with a better and clearer picture of my life… Rainy days, wash away the dust of the past and let me be start anew…
To u, if you are the one, please send me a sign… Just b u…
-> See this? Disney’s one of my fav channel… currently this is the reason… haha.. i know im acting lyk a kid but im still a kid inside so who cares… and i lyk the/her music…
-> summertime na, so baddd, due to the economc recession, our compny doesnt have a summer outing.. want some water splashing and diving so badly… huhu… actually, we just had, lyk 2 wks ago, a night swimming but im still wanting some more… greedy yeah? well, the weather’s been making me cranky lang…
-> by the way, just some page added… ill post more in my next net surfing soiree… nyt2x!
F4! yeh.. addict talaga me… the thuggy, beautiful F4’s are back in korean language… hehehe… seen them in 4 different language actually, the original taiwan’s, tagalized-taiwan, japanese and now, im currently, in my 10 episode for the korean version… getting back the kilig here… much better looking Dao Ming Shi (Gu Jon Pyo)… though charismatic and all, i still like the Taiwan’s Hua ZHi Lei…
Anyways, im also enjoying the OST…
Kkotboda Namja
Track list:
01 파라다이스 (꽃보다 남자OST 메인 테마) - 티맥스 (T-Max)
02 내 머리가 나빠서 - SS501
03 알고있나요 - Someday
04 Stand By Me - 샤이니 (SHINee)
05 Lucky - Ashily
06 별빛눈물 - 김유경 (Kim Yoo Kyung)
07 조금은 (꽃보다 남자OST 삽입곡) - 서진영 (Seo Jin Young)
08 One More Time - 나무자전거 (Tree Bicycle)
09 I Know (Saxophone Inst.) - 이정식 (Lee Jung Sik)
10 Dance with me (Inst.)
11 Blue Flower (Inst.)
12 So sad (Inst.)
13 Opening Title (파라다이스 intro) - 티맥스 (T-Max)
