how come i feel like my whole being is stuffed within something so small yet i live so freely? though, i havent been able to be out to the busy streets for a quite awhile, its not as if its a big dilemna and i dont really make a big issue about it. but, at times, i feel so exhausted just doing what im doing right now…

this whole fiasco inside of me, like the devil, would wanna go out and want to be unleashed… i  just couldn’t pinpoint what is it that i wanna do this moment… so far, ive been busy enough that a day would just go by, never knowing that its already tomorrow… but still, there’s still something thats crazily wanting to be freed here… within… or is it just the weather?