its been longer than i thought that i have shared and bared my soul in here… hah! but what do i say? when both my mind and my body is tired… when all i have is just a little piece of sanity calling out for a long and deep nothingness… freedom from all these so called humanity and LIFE. when time is short and days seems to have pass me by… though i might see my life in great advances, yet i feel it becoming more empty. i need to feed my soul, free this lonely heart and just go on… live a life… and be like once before… a dreamer… an adventurer… an artist… a little girl… me.